拜托，帮忙翻译以下，拜托了阿，急啊。一定要准阿。

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真的，不知道该说什么，其实在我心中真的你们的位置时不可取代的，我才15岁。在网上认识我的人都说一点也不像15，恐怕25都不止，我的心里年龄是很成熟，从小比同龄人过早的接受一些东西，致使我拥有更多的烦恼。当我失去最后一个我认为我最亲的人时，我真的对世界绝望了，没有人再疼我了。。。。。。我在这个年龄该有的思想，叛逆。早已消失殆尽。我想跳舞想唱歌，周围的人都说很辛苦，被家里人逼着学这学那，可是我多么想学阿，因为只有这样我才会有机会有一天和你们站在一起，就像你们和小时候自己所崇拜的人站在一起，多么兴奋，多么骄傲，。也许，这只是奢望，你们对于我来说是那么遥不可及，以前我真的没有这样的想法。我总是无所谓的，可是自从知道你们了解你们之后真的，15年来第一次有这种感觉，强烈的追求感。以前。也有过喜欢的明星阿之类的，但是从来没有一种感情是可以让我放下已经颓废的心，努力去追求的。家里要求真的很严格，但是只要我把学习弄好，可是我真的不想学了，我要有自己追求的梦想，就像你们小时候一样，为了梦想，为了有一天能和自己喜欢的人站在同一个舞台上。但是，现在为了你们，也为了我自己，我开始学习韩语，开始变回以前那个优秀的小孩，重新让自己的心变得阳光。也许这封信会石沉大海，因为我听过无数的人说过，你们是不会回信的，也许是因为忙，也许是不在乎。但是我还是写了。总有一天在舞台上回有一个女生和你们说，我的努力没有白费我见到你们了。不要把我当成那些疯狂的追求者，我不想也不是。拥有两个端点的是线段。拥有一个端点的是射线，我的人生就像放出去的线。却在不同的年龄，朝着不同的方向，越来越远，越来越远。

Answer 1

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Really, I do not know what to say, in fact, I was really in the position of your irreplaceable, I was 15 years old. Online People who know me say that unlike the 15 point, I am afraid, are more than 25, my heart age is not very mature and grow up prematurely than their peers to accept some of the things which I have more trouble. When I lost the last one I think I most pro-people, I really despair of the world, no one to love me. . . . . . I, in this age of the ideas, treasonable. Already vanish. I want to dance to singing and the people around say it's difficult, forcing people to be home with this study it, but I wanted to learn how A, because the only way I will one day be organic and stand with you, just like your own childhood and worship the people stand together, how excited, how proud. Perhaps this is ambitious, you for me is so distant past, I do not really think so. I always carefree, but since you know that you know really after 15 years the first time this feeling, a strong sense of the pursuit. Before. There have been like a star such as A, but never a feeling I could have put aside the decadent heart of efforts to pursue. Home really very strict requirements, but as soon as I put in the study, but I really do not want to learn, and I should have a dream, just like you did then, to dream, to be able to own and the one on the same stage. But now, to you and to myself, I started learning Korean, began to revert to the old outstanding that the children and re-let their minds become sunshine. Perhaps this letter will go down the drain because I have heard many people say, you are not the letter, perhaps because the peak is perhaps not care. But I still wrote. One day on the stage to have a female and you say that my efforts have not been in vain, I see you. Do not think of me as the pursuit of those crazy, I do not want no. With two endpoints of line. Have an endpoint is the ray, and my life is like out for the line. But in a different age, different direction, farther and farther and farther.

Answer 2

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